Spring break

I'm really looking forward to spring break. I feel like I have no work for the rest of the week other then a test on Friday. I really want to get out of Jacksonville. I don't like it here. I find myself thinking a lot about summer in Connecticut. I know I'm going up there in July. I cant wait for that. I cant wait for this semester to be over. Its driving me crazy. It was really hot today, it felt like summer when I was sitting waiting for the bus. It felt really peaceful though to just sit there in the sun. I need to find a good place to relax by myself. Maybe go to the beach or something. Time seems to move too fast, I always feel like I'm in a rush. When I'm not on the go, im taking a quick nap, and I even feel rushed to fall asleep. I just want to move slow. I'm listening to a song called Summers by Loney, Dear. Its such a great song. It really reminds me of growing up in Connecticut. I really miss living in a nice colonial house with a huge backyard. Living in a rural area is really nice. Across the street there was a hillside with horses and barns, and in my backyard there was a huge field and then a lot of woods. Compared to what my life is like now, it sounds so simple and perfect. I remember sitting on my swing in the backyard, and watching the winter sunset. The sky turns orange, and the empty trees become golden, and it was one of those moments when things went really slow and nothing really mattered but how nice everything was. Nothing compares to the summers though. Summer is when nature really comes into its own in New England. It becomes so beautiful and so peaceful. Im remembering these memories cause ive had a really bad couple of days and im really stressed out about some things. So i think about Connecticut, Vermont, and Block Island. My favorite places. I'm trying to figure my life out basically. I tried an English major, and I hate it. So I want to switch to political science, but I'm starting to hate politics too. I'm just really sick of it. Republicans and democrats arguing like children and insulting each other's beliefs, and characterizing the other side as evil. But I am good at political science, so I guess I should stick with it. I am in some dire need of escapism though. One thing that does not help is I dont really have anyone I can count on. Maybe if I met the right girl that wouldnt be a problem. But yeah, this song Summers is so amazing. I really recomend it.